Post by Sonja Maaria Harmaja on Dec 7, 2012 17:43:22 GMT -5
--- blame it on me or ,.
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It was a hot day, and Sonja had decided to stop by the pool. She'd been sweating like a pig, so she figured a swim would do good. She was wearing a white bikini that was only a bit lighter than her skin, and she also wore her grandmother's old sunglasses. She laid on her back and stared at the cloudless sky, smiling to herself. She was starting to enjoy being at Eden, which was kind of odd.
Of course she craved Lorazepam, but it didn't control her every thought. She'd accepted that she wouldn't be getting any, and she'd accepted that Lorazepam was a problem for her. A problem she was trying to get rid of. If only it was easier!
She stretched her arms over her head and cursed the fact that she hadn't taken a shaver with her. Not that her armpits were particularly hairy, but there definitely was some hair there. Then again, what was wrong with being hairy? The reason Sonja had shaved before had been that she wanted to be at her best, should she find someone to share a bed with, but in here... well, it seemed that she wouldn't need to be at her best. She couldn't imagine herself sleeping with any of the guys or girls in here. Sure, there were some cute individuals here, but no one made her feel anything. But perhaps it was the lack of Lorazepam. She didn't quite know what possible withdrawal symptoms there might be, but lack of sexual appetite could be one of them.
Though it wasn't that she lacked sexual appetite, it was that she didn't want to sleep with anyone. The idea of sex was arousing, but no one was arousing. Sighing, she turned onto her stomach and rested her head against her hands. Perhaps she should just give someone a chance. Perhaps she should just make out with someone just to see what would happen.
The problem, though, was that everyone seemed to be either afraid of her or embarrassed for her. They simply didn't understand his style. That was part of why Sonja had decided not to put on any make up that day, and why she'd decided not to tease her hair. Instead, her hair was in a loose ponytail, and her face was in its natural state.
She was fidgety and impatient. She simply couldn't lay still. She got up and jumped into the pool, hoping something exciting would happen whilst she was underwater.
Well, sometimes you get what you wish for. Sonja's bikini top made it to the surface before Sonja did. The knot had come undone. Sonja quickly grabbed the bikini top, and covered her breasts with it, glancing around to see if anyone had witnessed the accidental flashing.
